I was imagining what to write while I was wondering about which thought to focus more. There are so many. I am not sure if everyone finds my work worth reading or not. Secretly, I don’t want to picture that too. One may never know the end of it. Sometimes it is better to go ahead with your idea of the ending.
While I believe some find the brainwork deep that they can fall asleep. Some find it hard that I am capable to reason so much. I am sorry for that because I am not good at all in expressing with my actions.
I am pretty not sure where I am going with this.
There are so many disturbing elements making their way from my heart to the brain.
They are all not so easy to crack.
They are all not so beautiful to capture.
They are all not so funny to giggle.
They are all not so loud to hear.
They are all not so terrible to ignore.
They are all not so bright to admire.
They are all not so jolly to attract.
In all of this, we forget that they are only thoughts. We are lucky that we get to choose to describe them to others in our way. They will be listened to by those whom we tell. It’s us who have to bring them out of our tanks to fill the gap.
Often we end up with not a single clue about what’s on our mind. I believe that the hardest part is to know the exact symmetry to be able to explain it to others so they might not think of us less. I fear it is something that is faced by everyone. I also go through it every single day.
Sometimes a lot of pressure is given by distracting ourselves from who we are. I agree that we should not be rigid to bring out the worst that can happen. Leaving yourself behind is not something great to be achieved. It is easy to blend in the way others want you because you stop putting any effort. Doing what they want you to do is easy. Giving excuses when you fail or get frustrated that you were trying to make them happy is more stupid. When you are not able to speak up for yourself, you are no saint in speaking for others. It does not bring a difference in anyone’s lives. Anything you do without any motivation is like doing nothing. The result will not bring happiness as the expectations don’t.
You may keep doing the same with the belief that it’s your duty. On the contrary, you are trying to fool yourself by hiding your true self. The judgments and pain will still haunt you. The purpose of living should not be defined by what you do for others. It should be created by doing something for you while keeping everyone along.
I know you can’t please everyone. You are not here to do that too. The only people who matter must be close enough that they understand the real you.
Anyone is neither perfect nor meant to be. One must keep patience and faith.
It indeed takes a lot of hard work to walk the chosen road, but it’s worth it. If one can achieve that, there would be no limits to success.
You might never know where you went wrong. It is always better to try not to hurt. You must understand that if you have feelings, then they have them too.
Burning the peace of others and making peace for ourselves is not something that we should desire. It will bring us to harm later in one way or another.
Sometimes it takes a small crack to make the glass gorgeous and admirable. Similarly, you keep moving to adapt yourself to the world. It takes ages if you do the other way around. It is not the road where you can blossom among everyone. The process of trying to make the world yours is a passage where you lose your worth. Also, the important thing is that you accept yourself for who you are. If you don’t, don’t expect the others will. If you judge yourself, don’t expect the others will not. So decide for yourself.
Think and be the best version of yourself. Everything around you will nourish itself.
Before I end writing today, I hope you believe in the line I said before. Everything happens for a reason. If you keep looking for answers on the surface, you will never be able to find them. The depth of the ocean of the world is all where you have to master because you may never know what’s coming next for you.
While you figure yourself within your thoughts, don’t forget to take care of yourself and your loved ones.
(P.S. – Choose every day to forgive yourself. Don’t cling to a mistake because you spent a lot of time making it.)
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