There are days where you are happy and cannot figure out the reason for the face with no smile. Those times take you back to the realization that maybe you are missing the true meaning of happiness. But you try to remain lost in the world you created where nobody knows the real you. The answer is simple. You miss the real you; you can’t admit to it. You would have to touch the phrases you never want to be reminded of again. It isn’t good to hide your true feelings. That is just another way to shut your system and work on other commands which may or may not have been followed by you if you were not trying to hide. Sometimes it feels good to let yourself out in the world without expectations. It is always told not to keep your hopes high, keep your aim high. Work on the thought because it actually might help you out one day.