I never thought I would reach the point of my life where I stand today. I have learned a lot of lessons on the way to stand with my head high. I have let so many people down while being selfish about my happiness. I have made a lot of wrong decisions in the heat of matters. I have hurt many even if I loved them unconditionally from the heart. I have compared myself to others in so many different ways trying to look better. I have done so much that I regret it. But It never stopped me from living and waking up each day to try to do at least one thing in my day to make someone else smile because of me. I am not asking for forgiveness because I know it is not easy to let go of your feelings. But It does not mean you stop seeking it. And It is you who needs to forgive yourself first. Because You realize it was your fault even if you did not mean it. But It does not matter now. Believe me It is okay to feel guilty. But It is not okay to spend the re...